And your heart Lucy, how is everything?
I can't sleep. I'm thinking too much. Constantly close too tears. Trying to drown everything with alcohol (unfortunately). If I just had the ability to erase everything, mostly memories since I have nothing left, no pictures or music. Make these two years blank. And the feeling of betrayal of myself when will that disappear? All the energy I spent on this relationship and still there was no future within it. Constantly being let down and the feeling of being inadequate. Every other girl/boy was better than me, every other situation was better than me. This is how I feel.
Hasta luego,
Louise
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