It's so fluffy I'm gonna die

Hasta luego,
Elsie

Outnumbered

Tomorrow's Friday. I have another date.

Wish me the best,
Louise

Coldplay - The Scientist

Hasta luego,

Louise

Girl, look at that booty

Where did February go?

The work outs have been more sporadic lately but yesterday anyhow was a good day of exercise. Today I feel like a sac of mashed potatoes, the feeling one gets after a really satisfying workout. I lift heavier now. Growing strong. EXCITING!

The best ending to it was the sauna though. Warm and cozy for 15 minutes. If you don't have a cuddly partner to cuddle yourself into then a sauna visit is more than satisfying. Haha.

Hasta luego,

Louise

Growing, updates in youth house

Yesterday us kids from the youth council where invited to have a small information input during the yearly meeting of Rädda Barnen, which is an help organization for children in dire need of help and support in Sweden. Four eager teens (yes, our leader is a still a teen even if she's slightly over 40) waltzed into the basement where the meeting was held. The expectations where right on spot: seulement a bit aged and a bit grey people where attending. Ok, ONE younger girl... It's sad that our little commune doesn't have younger people in organizations like this. Not that I think that younger peoples'  voices are not heard but the pace of which everything grows in Ulricehamn, it is extremely slow. Almost dying.

Well, a little happy and special bunch of people though. Some of my old teachers and some I've never met.

What I find hard is how to know exactly how much to talk about a subject which is so dearly connected too oneself. You don't want to talk to much but at the same time you don't want to say too little. It's a fine line. The decision of having an open discussion I found terrific. I love questions!

In the end of our little speech it looked like people were about to burst of motivation in their chairs. I'd give

that a good grade if I were you. (Just gonna mention that I got an applaud for my little speech about Spain)

Of this we hope to have a more open communication with Rädda Barnen and... oops, almost giving away the whole thing. Instead we'd love if people just visited our Youth House and maybe there I'll tell you ;-)

See you there!

Hasta luego,

Louise

Fördjupning

My my my!

Gorgeous friends

Fuck you Monday with your bills and shit.
Been working this morning.
Tired, cold and lonely.
I'll go sleep now.
Bye.
Hasta luego,
Louise

We talked about this

Fuckers, I know what you are up to! Stop going from porn to my blog for christ's sake. I get the links all up in my face every time I log onto this blog. You're not channeling my mantra by doing that and for the record this blog is not about porn. Huge black cocks and silicone...*insert annoyed grumble*

Rather upset,
Louise

Sunny Sunday

How could I've forgotten about this band? It's like I have been repressing my childhood for a very long time. My glorious background. Not that it was that glorious but you know what I mean, right? No? Ok, then. You are apparently not as much of a fan that I am. Now, be gone.
It could have been very glorious though. I really like men i tights.
Anyway. When you're inside this pesky little rodent brain of mine then it sure is somewhat a disgrace to have let this kind of music been overrun by really shitty tracks. Like any song by Kanye West or Kesha (It's spelled like that right or wasn't it something with a $ in the middle?) The fact that Kanye married she who shall not be mentioned by name, makes me even more sure of my personal betrayal. Franchement, she's just such a disgusting person and I do look down on them people worshiping her appearance. Disgusting. It has always been disturbing that "popular" which equals bad in my opinion, music make it to the top list.
Is this a big issue of mine? Frankly yes. Now give me more wine and let there be silence.

This guy I met on Friday made me question a lot about how much one should or could read and keep track on on the interwebs (insert rather huge discussion about whether to use "on" or "of" in the former sentence. Why english you be so hard?) I have friends who's really updated and educated. Of course I'm super jealous since me in my teens was very tired and didn't really pay any attention to anything. What I'm saying is that maybe my focus should have been more strict about learning important, groundbreaking stuff in general? When should I have started learning? Is it too late?
I've made so many bad decisions in life. Sob sob. Nothing wrong with it though. People are different. Amen too that. I'll find my way someday.

Anyway, the band was The Darkness and that's what I'm listening to right now. Love is only a feeeeeeliiiiiiing.

The Darkness - Love is only a feeling

Hasta luego,
Louise

Look at my shiny baldyness

Go be a well-dressed gentleman now. Go on. 

Hasta luego,

Louise

Wrath

This is Hell. Don't play this game. It'll give you suicidal thoughts.

Hasta luego,
Louise

Ingen som tar sista biten?

I bet you guys are eager to hear about my darling date. Disappointing enough the only thing you're getting is: Didn't click (ore whatever that means) but I had a great time. :')

So that was that and now back to work.

Sieg heil,
Louise

Updates on UngdomensHus

Hasta luego,

Louise

First date material

Adam Ant - Prince Charming

The intro. So freaking good. This song completes my life.The way he swings his head in the video, while entering the ballroom. Gorgeous on so many levels. Yes, I'm expressing my approval. Yes, it's rather improper but I can't help meself. Ah, Prince Charming. Stop being dandy, show me that you're handsome.

Hasta luego,

Louise

Updates on our Youth House

Tomorrow. Lassalyckan. One more time: I'll be there. From nine in the morning until 2 pm.

 Go get educated about our Youth House in Ulricehamn, UngdomensHus!

And I will have my new shirt on. Ah yeah, new shirt.

Feels so good bitches wanna fine me.

Gotta stop saying that.

Can't stop though.

Hasta luego,

Louise

Welcome too the good life

Luke Pickett - Treat you so bad

Since I have to be out of the way tonight, I'll be sitting in UngdomensHus, our youth house, and chill. You'll find me there. :-)

Hasta luego,
Louise

Man kan vara fler än två men det funkar inte så

This picture symbolizes the proof of me going to the gym. No, I won't bother taking some stupid picture of me standing, flexing my muscles or bending over while squatting and what not. Enjoy, this is me post gym. No gluten added, baby!

Instead you're getting this. 

Hasta luego bitches,

Louise

Varsågod, evig olycka

I will  forever be so fucking pissed off. Congratulations.

Keepin' the fire burning

Fredag förmiddag, Lassalyckan i Ulricehamn!

Hasta luego,

Louise

I'm allergic to bad manners

While friends are now toasting themselves in the sun of Spain, I can inform you that I'm having the time of my life too. Look at this Blue Hawaii baby. All white...and shit.

The pleasure of going out in this, I can not describe. There is not enough words for how happy I am about this. Must be the angels taking a heavenly dump.

And the week started off quite nicely with Code Gym and another sleepless night.

Sieg heil,
Louise

Why are you pushing my buttons?

Seems to be nowhere a cat can chill. They found me. The brilliancy about sleeping in the bathroom is that you're close to both water and toilet. You can tell by my face that this is not pleasant. This is not how you treat your landlord.

Ignore the fat cat angle.

Hasta luego,

Elsie

Hey everybody!

God, I hate mondays.  Not only because its the first day of the week but mainly 'cause everything is just...awful.

Hasta luego,
Louise

Att läsa med pennan i hand

Jag motsätter mig denna snö och drar till med ett spanskt soundtrack till den här veckan. Inser idag att jag inte lyssnat igenom Shakiras (flyttar snart hem P-O och då skall tvättstugan ännu en gång fyllas med Shakira!) skivor sedan jag kom hem. Lyssnade inte mycket på henne där heller.

Har en gruvlig inlämning som jag inte direkt känner för heller. Som att kasta en fågelunge ur boet utan färdigutvecklade vingar.

Hasta luego,
Louise

Tuning in

Have a nice Sunday everyone!

Hasta luego,
Louise

Får jag unna mig dig?

Åh, gissa vad jag ska göra nu?

Läsa min gamla blogg. Får jag tycka att jag är så jävla rolig?

Svar ja.Nej, jag bär ej skam i mitt lilla åbäke till kropp. Varsågoda och läs nu. Internetkändis!

http://vicarinatutu.blogg.se/

"Sakta vaknar de, öppnar sina lungor och börjar andas i vakenrytm. En mjuk frost av sömn ligger kvar över kropparna när de rör sig. Värmen, täcket smälter sakta. Han trevar efter henne, söker med handen över lakanet på hans vänstra sida, finner till sin egen belåtenhet en kurva att dra mot sig. Än är hans ögon stängda. Vad var det han drömde, en hemsk mardröm. Ingenting han vill dra till minnes av och låter nu handen vandra utmed den lena kroppen vid hans sida.

Hon ligger med ryggen mot honom men vänder sig långsamt om för att möta honom på halva vägen. Hennes ögon är stängda när hon snusar in sig i hans hud vid den smala halsen, välkomnar den starka handen som lägger sig om hennes midja.

Tystnaden bryts av en suck av lättnad och de sjunker in i varandras form, kilar sig fast.

"Varför kom hon tillbaka? Vi var ju ense om att allt inte skulle hålla, att vi skulle gå sönder till ett du & jag för att tillsist inte vara mer än en vänskap"

Han rör vid hennes hår, hennes hennafärgade lockar som glänser i solen, som smyger in genom fönsterrutan, där de ligger på en madrass, nakna för världen. Sårbara.

Försiktigt öppnar han ena ögat och tittar på det finmejslade ansiktet på hans arm, den lilla smilgropen, bröstet som häver sig långsamt, stråna på hennes bleka armar.

Hans hjärta slår till hårt när han märker att han inte känner igen allt det där.

Ansiktet är likt men smilgropen är ny. Håret är detsamma och doften av kroppen är lika mjuk med mer distinkt.

Men det här är inte rätt och hans kropp genomforsas av en rysning.

Det här är inte rätt kvinna." 

Hasta luego,

Louise

You are the most colorful melody I've ever heard

Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind - theme song

It's Sunday. Technically Saturday. If you don't go to bed, the days won't shift. I believe.

Mår pyton.

Hasta mañana,

Louise

Det var väl det antar jag

Now Valentine's is officially over. Spent the evening with a lovely couple and a dear friend. The food was great (especially the meat, yum) I had some delicious gossip for dessert (and chocolate) and we watched the Music festival of 2013. Sums it up quite well. Shit, why did I had to be sick on Thursday? Haha, just a year left until next years Valentine. Yay...

Anyhow!

Obviously, there was this thing about this band, which is called State of Drama, that I don't get. Apparently they are from my hometown, some of them, which consequently will make everyone in Ulricehamn feel forced to vote for them...?

I can't say that I'm rather head over heels by their music so why vote for them 'cause that's why they are playing music right? Or is it really about where they're from?

So many questions, so little time.

My facebook stream was contaminated by updates about the band the whole evening. Frustrating.

Let there be wine!

Hasta luego,

Louise

Nu tar jag dig till himlen

The workouts have turned into something else than just muscling up a bit.
Went through our little Lindex shop in town for something cute and shiny. Believe me, I've seen cute and shiny in the window and I thought Why the hell not, I only have summer clothes anyway. So said and done I wandered around in there for 20 minutes trying to find cute and shiny and eventually I found it, lurking between two enormous jumpers. The fashion now is extreme jumpers. I luv that shit besides from cute and shiny.
In the booth anyway I got kind of terrified. Pulling of my own clothes revealing a little bony child. This wasn't what I expected. Most of it is the effect of having the flue and being food poisoned but oh lord, and the clothes didn't fit either. I feel good, nothing wrong with me on that level but when the light did enhance the image of a little emaciated crow I just panicked.
So now I'm sitting here with beer and chocolates. Please, if there is any mercy in this world, give me some ass!
The solution however is not chocolates and beer. I just need to pump these muscles more. That's what I wanted in the first place.

(misspelling makes me haz a sad)

Hasta luego,
Louise

Plus och Minus

Det är tur att jag bor med en fantastisk prins. Som dessutom kan laga massa god mat och hugger i när/där det behövs. En sådan redig pajk! :')
Hur bra får man ha det egentligen?


Hasta luego,
Louise

You are my one and only

"All I want is the taste that your lips allow."
Sitting and listening to an old list of music which I always pull out to listen to when things are not that easy to predict. Talking about that damned future. Conscious about how maybe I'm moving away to fast from everything. Of course I still feel love. But then I just "whatever was in the past, was in the past." Maybe there is someone out there who would enjoy listening to Ed Sheeran as much as I do. Holding my hand, breathing each other in. Being in love. Forever. (sounding creepy and too fanatically romantic, haha. So shoot me)

Kicking in some of the songs from the list
Iron & Wine - Boy with a coin
The National - Terrible love
Coldplay - Yellow
U2 - Bad
Otis Redding - For your precious love
David Gray - Sail away
The Temper trap - Sweet disposition
Ed Sheeran - Give me love
Damien Rice - The Blower's daughter

Hasta luego,
Louise

Babygirl, turn me on

I got this today but I have no clue from whom it's from. Anyone knows?
Anyway, super thank you!

MGMT - Electric feel

(A boy once told me this was my song. I believe him)

Hasta luego,
Louise

Skiter i samförstånd

Happy Valentine everybody!

I spent it sick and vomiting but things are clearing up.

Hasta luego,
Louise

You can't really tell that I like music right?

Albin Gromer - Tillsammans

(Albin Gromer - Together)

Wow. Just wow.
Hasta luego,
Louise

Passa på nu då

Hahahaha, lösningsmedel. Still laughing at that.
Anyway! I've had a great time this evening with some lovely girls @ UngdomensHus. When finally home, the cat had made a mess. She's protesting. I guess that's fine.

Jävlar, vad vi ska KÖTTA imorn Mudden!

Hasta luego,
Louise

Teenagers of Ulricehamn!

Once again I'm promoting the events of UngdomensHus. Since this is the week were most sporty teens are going for Norway, I bet there is a bunch of people not wanting to go skiing or whatever you do in the mountains. So what do we have here if not a menu of unsporty events, occurring this week!

For Tuesday, which is today, there is a workshop where you bring your clothes for 1: Remodel your old jeans into a purse, or 2: Just sew them in or out. Bigger, smaller, whatever you like. The possibilities!

Wednesday is movie night. Our beloved Brita from the crew are bringing some classics to watch on one or two screens in the house. Whatever you like.

Thursday is Valentines (I got a date! Hurray for me). Be sure to visit UngdomensHus since we'll be serving some delicious heart shaped waffles for ya'll :>

Be there or be square!

Hasta luego,

Louise

Ett gyllene hjärta

Maybe I was being too optimistic about this dating thingy.
"Ah yeah, them bitches wanna date me". That's what I thought while working up a sweat at the gym. Look at them muscles, I won't be able to walk tomorrow but it will be so worth it. (High fiveing myself).
But then I realized; yes we are in Sweden. Here I am this non-special blonde, average girl and not this very interesting, sparkling diamond as I were in both France and Spain.

Who would like to be as spontaneous as me and go for a movie friday night, no one? Ok right. Nice. Thank god for friends who's helping me through this hurting vacuum my life turned out to be .

And it's a date for christs sake. It's not a lifelong commitment.

Anyone interested in surprises?

Anyone?

Nah, fuck this shit.
Hasta luego,
Louise

LIFE CRISIS

Sweet, got one right now. A so-called happy ending to this day then. Life crisis, why??!

Hasta luego,
Louise

Chronic masturbator

Ansiktet - Låtsas som inget hänt 

(The Face - Pretend like nothing has happened)

This is what I recommend today. 

Mm, jag vet att jag funderar för mycket men konstiga händelser har präglat min vardag alldeles för mycket det senaste. Är det egentligen så konstigt att jag är lite halvgalen?
Texten till den här låten får mig att fundera på "Hur jävla tolerant får man vara i ett förhållande?" Är det verkligen sunt att bara svälja all stolthet och acceptera allt som gör så fantastiskt ont? Är det vad vår generation går in i? Måste man verkligen vara den där ensamma människan genom hela livet? Aldrig visa känslor? Är det så att man måste smida på sitt egna järn konstant? No hay persona quien quiere ayuda un poco, estar solidaridad? Måste vi ta till psykologer, psykiatrister etc för att kunna kommunicera med varandra? Hur blev det så här?

Confession: Jag har blivit för lat. Här hemma är det så lätt att prata och komma fram till vad vi vill ha sagt att jag ifrågasätter hela min historia. Lika bra att låtsas som inget hänt.

Lilla sällskapet - Om vingarna bär

(The little Society - -This I have no clue to translate right-)

Hasta luego,
Louise

Du får aldrig lämna mig

Det här är det bästa djuret som finns. Äggfisandes och alldeles för mongoartat. Tagit sig rakt in i mitt hjärta har det också.

Hasta luego,

Louise

EDIT: This is what you get for showing them some affection. Pictures all over the Internet. Revenge is near. Just you wait, you silly human.

Hasta luego,

Elsie

Höj volymen!

What do you do when your heart is broken? GO.TO.THE.GYM.STAT!

One and a half month later. Things are going my way. Saw the perfect butt on that perfect gymgirl earlier. Mm, perfect gymbutts.

Sorry 'bout the dirty mirror though.

Maskinen - Buffalo Blues

(That kind of music I like to work out too)

Hasta luego,

Louise 

The thing is

Putting it out there. God damn it, I miss you so much it's disgusting. It's disgusting that I miss you. But I do and it hurts. And I am a creeper. So shoot me.
Thankfully I find some comfort in reading other bloggers post's about this subject, so that I don't feel alone in this. This is natural. The drinking is not but whatever. Waaah. I have no control in whatsoever things that are going on. Some days I'm just filled with hate and some I'm just crying.
Why mother, did I have to grow up to be such an emotional crybaby?

Hasta luego,
Louise

One month.

Är.Så.Jävla.Arg.

Somnade arg, vaknade arg.

Och så är det Valentine's nästa vecka på Torsdag. Det gör mig deprimerad.

Hasta luego,

Louise

Baby jag undrar, är inte det ditt ex?

The man of my dreams lives in another town. I didn't expect that. Fuck. Ok, plan B...
What the hell is Plan B anyway??

My roomie is getting the giggety giggety on. I better leave.

Hasta luego,
Louise

Ska vi göra något äckligt, baby?

I'm dreaming big. Since I'm not sleeping night time instead I'm making plans for the future. Excellent.

Up at a quarter too six tomorrow. Yeah. 

Hasta luego,

Louise

Attitude

For those who haven't seen it, see it.

Hasta luego,
Louise

Updates in Youth House

An article in the local newspaper about how it's not financially beneficial for the commune of closing our Youth House. It's in swedish but I'm just assuming that everyone who's reading this blog have learnt my mother tongue by now. Right?

Hasta luego,

Louise

Hoppas du kan älska mig

Dear readers. I'm presenting some swedish music for ya'll tonight. Recently found this. Better than snus. If you're up for it.

Ansiktet - För stor

(The Face - Too big)

What I like about this song is how they switch the point of view of a quite serious problem (created by media) between women and men. 

 I would like to know a man mentally separated from his penis by the way. That experience would be great. Know any? 

Ansiktet - Äckligt

(The Face - Disgusting)

Ansiktet - X

(The Face - X)

Laughing so hard about this. Maybe feeling some guilt too. Haha, oops...

Hasta luego,

Louise

I like that shit

Started on my novel (or a freaking short story) (for school) yesterday and got quite far. It's not that hard to come up with stuff when your life this far have just been a complete mess of everything both good and horrible. I'll just mix it with some obscure grammar and subconjunctival hopes and dreams...and I'm messing with ya'll. I am not in for the bestest grade either, I'd be happy for a C in this course.

I'll be sure to share some of it later, unfortunately in Swedish but for them who have mastered the power of google translate (hint, don't translate big junks of text, k. Doesn't work that way) it shouldn't be that hard to translate. Translate, translate, translate.

Ok, back to work.

Hasta luego,

Louise

Min brittiska perversion

Three good news. 

The cold is getting better, I'm working Thursday and Friday (CASH) and I finally look good in my plastic, latex tights. And it feeeeels better than loooooove!

So when are we going out?

Hasta luego,

Louise

Quoting Ramsay

Feeling it. Especially when I'm sick. This cold ain't showing me any mercy. I love this song.

More readers from all over the world make me haz a happy. Let it rain!

...and no sleep.

Hasta luego,

Louise

Not even interested

How did I end up on youtube? There is no question about it though, I had to have some new music today and I found some. Well, they are not the best (there is just something that isn't as good as Joy Division, The Editors or White Lies) I've heard but it works. And the lyrics are kind of smashing plus I love synth music Haha. Should be working on my essay but here I am and I'm so freakin' tired of being sick

Hurts - Better than love

White Lies - Bigger than Us

Lyrics for this song - click it.

Hasta luego,

Louise

Diamonds in the sky

Call me crazy but I had to work out a bit this evening. No, fever and the gym is not a match made in heaven. Made me feel a little better though. For a short while. And the gym was filled with goods between the age of 18 - 24, nice. I like that shit.
So in the same turn I'm kind of torturing my dear friend Mudd but I know that she'll feel amazing after a month or two. Plus I think that she's having a great time ;-)

And to spice it up a bit:
I have a new goal which involves stop drinking beer.
Will I ever live through this? and isn't this a pickle then; In Spain I could enjoy myself with at least three beers but here in Sweden, I can't really even have one without feeling like a turd the next day. I know, it's not really a world wrecking problem but... My world is very small at the moment.
So, wish me luck or something!

Here is a picture of something else.

Hasta luego,
Louise

GÄSTINLÄGG numero deux

This is how we do it.

Hasta luego,
Elsie

För det blir så ibland, jag vet

Fever, headache, a cold, runny nose.

And your heart Lucy, how is everything?

I can't sleep. I'm thinking too much. Constantly close too tears. Trying to drown everything with alcohol (unfortunately). If I just had the ability to erase everything, mostly memories since I have nothing left, no pictures or music. Make these two years blank. And the feeling of betrayal of myself when will that disappear? All the energy I spent on this relationship and still there was no future within it. Constantly being let down and the feeling of being inadequate. Every other girl/boy was better than me, every other situation was better than me. This is how I feel.

Hasta luego,
Louise

Landon Pigg, que chico

Hasta luego,
Louise

Help up high

Got struck by how much I miss my pretty ladies from Latvia and France. 

Thought I might write this long post about how much I miss you guys and that I am fully grateful for everything that you have done for me but I don't have the words for it. How you Liz kept my hope up and helped me with so many thing. Finding an apartment is just one of them. Thank and courage et motivation, my lovely babeth!

Linda, the girl I found a soulmate in. Even though we didn't have the time to hang out that much I keep you close to my heart and I will always remember to live in the 21th century ;-)
With all my little heart, I wish you the best of the best in every situation!

Hasta luego,
Louise

GÄSTINLÄGG

Moving to another location wasn't accepted by everyone in this household. Some of us would have liked to stay where the food is always moist and expensive as hell. Some of us would have preferred being an asshole without a consequence.
Now the humans must be punished. When they're sleeping, yes. First let them fall asleep, then visit your box where you are constantly humiliated by their choice of sand. Press out a large sausage of evil and let it reek.
Expect the consequences and be fast! Run like your life was depending on it. Be sure to bring a lot of sand with you and spread it across the apartment. The humans will come after you. For a greater effect let the hour be late.
In the day-time, stay, lurking under a bed or even a sofa. Never blink but purr occasionally to let them know that you are there. Watching them.
Never show the humans any respect since their choice of food have forced you to be responsible of their punishment. They shall learn.

Hasta luego,

Elsie