Rollercoaster rides

So I heard staying up is kind of cool right? Especially when you've been working, what it fells like, all day long. So why am I doing this exactly?
It might be that I'm wide awake and have too much energy, making it impossible to fall asleep.
Could be that when I close my eyes my brain fucks me over with thoughts about death, how short life is (it really isn't though), that I only have a part-time job, that I'm a loser or the fact that I'm twenty-four now. Twenty fucking four. I still feel like nineteen. Oh come on.
But it's neither actually.

Antsy Pants - Vampire

Yeah, that's it,
Louise